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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2005 11:07 pm
by AYHJA
^^
With that said, I don't think we'll ever truly know ANYBODY, even when you've lived with someone, you may not every fully know or understand them, no matter how much you think you might...

I say just make yourself happy, look at everything else as a bonus...It may just turn out that you've become so used to being a certain way, or acting a certain way, that persona eventually becomes you, so, I guess it could go either way...

Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2005 12:09 am
by Deepak
i wanted to say that too but i cudnt find the right words to do it ............. but hey nyone had some sort of a problem b4 they went to bed nd found out the answer afta they woke up ...............happnd to me many times ..........lol

Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2005 3:15 am
by AYHJA
^^

LoL...I know what you mean...

But it's getting harder and harder for me to believe in true love man...Dudes have fucked that up for soooo long, that you're almost expected to do the wrong thing...

It almost has made me want to do what so many others have done, and just throw my hands up, and say fuck it...It has been so hard for me to accept the suffering of others in place of myself...But, this year will be different...

I'm just having a hard time finding motivation...Even without my son in the picture, it's just too hard for me to think that I'll ever be able to have the kind of woman that I think I deserve...I think this means I should be a monk or something, I dunno...

I just know I'm tired...Sick and tired...Sick and tired, of being sick and tired...

I hate this shit...

Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2005 5:59 am
by luvbugin
I hate the fact that you hurt so much. I hate seein my friends sad and from what I've noticed, in this topic, there are no words to help and I'm sorry. Just know that if nothing else, you've been loved by so many more people than anyone else you know.

Oh, and in our next life.... :luv:

Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2005 9:05 am
by AYHJA
^^
cDr...!

Amen to that....

Amen to that.......

Posted: Mon Feb 07, 2005 12:18 pm
by Deepak
well i got this ploicy in life ..................saved me from gettin hurt many times...................hope for the best yet expect the worst ..............
i know its cheezy nd sounds deperate but hey i dont get hurt as often

Posted: Mon Feb 07, 2005 11:28 pm
by trashtalkr
Don't expect the worse....that just makes you a tough person to be around. If you always look at the bad side of things, no one wants to listen to you. I agree that you shouldn't always hope for the best because you don't want to be dissapointed, but go in there with an open mind and pray that it'll all work out...

Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2005 1:10 am
by Deepak
well its not like i say im expecting the worst ............but at the same time im hoping fo the best thing to happen ................its jus keeps me on level terms wit everything .................doesnt make me get hurt ............thats all

Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2005 1:19 am
by trashtalkr
o......h.......o.......k.......