New Track: Fatal Mentality

[Aemeth]

Well until the last post, thanks for the feed yall.

LG, you have no fuckin right to say what I can or can't do, regardless of if it was hate or not. I mean you don't even know me bro, and only God knows how much I can improve.

[Lost Ghost]

...........and you go and get loud again......if you want straight up honesty......you suck.


just like all the other failed white people who try to rap.....YOU SUCK!!! nothing will make you on the level of any mainstream artists or any underground artists...


I'm being real with you...I'm not gonna feed to your fake dreams that one day you will practice hard enough and finally become a rapper.....it just wont happen. Your flow is whack.....and your presence on the track is nonexsistant.....blaming it on the mic is just an excuse. the mic isn't what makes your flow bad and your voice sound like a white person who is trying really hard to sound tough and cool.....


you will NEVER be a succesful rapper.....


I'm trying to point that out to you now...so you dont waste your life on it...



stop being such a naive baby about it too.......shiit I could show you a tape of me playing basketball and say I'm gonna be in the NBA.....and you'd say "you aint getting to the NBA!!"....its the same situtation....... the odds are COMPLETELY against you.....and considering I've heard how you rap I can tell you right now....your skills just arent good enough. Go to soundclick alone and you'll probably find at least 150 people who are better than you and arent signed.... but you tihnk you'll be next in line?


Don't attack me for speaking the truth...whether or not you agree..

[raum]

AEMETH,

this is when you live up to your name. LG's is probably right, albeit more blunt than he needs to be. Sounds alot like what I would imagine a father who disapproves of his child's dreams would sound. You will probably not make it,.. but will that stop you from doing it? It better not.

All of us have dreams that can't materialize, or likely may not. Me more than most, I imagine. My dream is to be one of the true Magi on this world,.. that is remembered by every person who ever studies the Vertical path again. A goal only eight men in all time have ever achieved. Not fucking likely... but I still aspire to that goal, and I have thus superceded most of those who gave up, or went mad. (no I am not exaggerating)

It's what I have wanted since I first heard the story of King Solomon. It requires absolute dedication, and the best I can really hope of it, is to end up pushing pens to print books that will just get buried in the shelves of book store chains in the new age section, because they have no idea where to put them.

but still, EVERYDAY, I persist. fuck the world of achievment - The True Craftsmen knows the labour is the True Reward.

So, why do I do this, you may ask? BECAUSE I HAVE TO.

I can not live without ripping everything down to its almost fictional sounding completely obscure and totally obvious basis to find its base influence on consciousness. I have tried to let go of that effort, and no good ever came of it.

So, the first step to finding out what you SHOULD be doing with your life is find out those things you MUST do to sleep at night.

I have to study for two hours (at least) every night to sleep. I have been to a sleep center, its not insomnia. It's the fact that my mediations relax me the way most people rest, and my sleep is for dreams.

If this is what you must do, do it. But only if you must. I know energy traders who have to go home and work on a car, play a guitar, or hug their baby just to feel complete, though they make more money than I can truly concieve of making(on a good market day).

A big step of maturity is understanding your work and your dreams support each other, but rarely are they the same thing in our society.

here's an idea - see if you can intern at a radio station, and get some pointers in using a mic. open mic at some local places.

get an idea of how good you really are,.. and ask yourself can I live without doing this, and still be happy? if the answer is yes, continue to day dream, but realize it as a unlikelyhood.

[Aemeth]

Wow.

LG you just don't get it. What if I came out and said, "Bitch, how you think you could ever coach when you can't even make your high school team?" I mean do you really have to capitalize shit to rub it in my face? Honestly, that's extrememly immature, man. And instead of making your points more valid, the blatent attempts to son me actually hurt your emphasis. It doesn't matter if it's good or bad. If you would have said, "Jesus Aemeth that is absolutely sick, you going places man!" I would take offense to that too probably, because it isn't true either. But I have 10 years to make a career of this if I wanted to. I know I have much room for improvement, but the key in the phrase is ROOM, meaning it can be siezed, accomplished.

What if I told you that I know I have been blessed with insight, solid writing skills, an ability to rhyme it alright, and an understanding that hip-hop is an area
where a lot of fucked up minds end up ruining the persons they possess. I feel it is my purpose to at least try to throw some rhymes out there to change some fucked up perspectives. You really wanna stand up and tell me to sit down 'cuz I don't even have a chance? If so, that's fucking inhumane, worse than asking a kid in a wheelchair if he's good at soccer. It basically goes along with what raum was saying, every time I hear a story about someone fucking up their life, and they don't even know it, I think "damn how can I change this". Droppin flows is the best way I can think of. Maybe I'll write a book or somethin', i dunno, but for now, rap is the way to go. Point is, I do have problems sleeping at night. People are ignorant to the world in too many ways. I'm just tryin to do somethin about it.

But no worries yall, EVERY rapper endured mad hate b4 making it, shit, look at what ppl said about Aesop Rock when he was still a netcee lol. Not saying Ima be eminem, but it doesn't slow me. Ima just keep doing what I feel NEEDS TO BE DONE.

And LG, I would NEVER attack someone for speaking the TRUTH /wink.gif" style="vertical-align:middle" emoid=";)" border="0" alt="wink.gif" />

[Lost Ghost]

if someone was fucking up their life...and then you dropped flows about it....they'd commit suicide....



Me playing basketball has nothing to do with me coaching basketball.....but you being a horrible fucking rapper...has EVERYTHING to do with you being a rapper....


dont try and attack me to make up for the fact that you suck at rapping...

[AYHJA]

QUOTE(Lost Ghost)if someone was fucking up their life...and then you dropped flows about it....they'd commit suicide....

CDR...man, you are hardcore..! But on some real shit.....

I agree w/raum...

Him speaking about his work sounded just like me speaking about mine...Man, I would love for AF to be haven for every type of person, that it would be a resource for 100,000 people...They got a tech question, need an opinion on something they bought, get help w/their writing, ask a life question, or they wanna bullshit, they'd come here to do it...I wish that for every member here that has been along for the ride from the get go, be revered across all the globe as founding the best fucking site ever...

Likely..? You might say hell no and be right, but I have EVERY reason to say yes, because I'm doing it...And as long as I got "it" I could give a fuck what anyone else thinks, cause in my mind, I'm working almost exclusively to do it, and piss on your face when I do...Now, that's not the main reason, but I'd be lying my ass off if I didn't say it meant something...

May Aemeth one day have some shit to rub in your face LG...

[Lost Ghost]

He won't though.....and if he does....fine, he can rub it in my face.



but are you serious....in calling ME immature.....when you're nothing but by getting all offended when I'm speakign the truth. The odds of a GREAT unsigned rapper becoming successfull is VERY LOW.......but you're telling me this guy with no rapping ability....sure, you can write...but in todays day and age...production > lyrics.... you stand no chance.....unless the industry wants to take a turn to white people who cant rap but have good content....then you stand no chance.......and if they do make that change...I got a better chance than you do...


stop being a baby.....

[raum]

yo Aemeth and Lg stop fighting.

just be glad, NO MATTER HOW BAD YOU ARE, you will NEVAR be a Asian american sound-clicken karaoke of eminem songs or "my mirkshake bling arr tha bois to the yald.", like my man Robbey. have a listen.

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/pagemus ... dID=399656

god damn,..

I'm about to cry... oh fuck tears.

[Aemeth]

LoL @ raum...at least I don't suck and have 167 songs like that dude haha

First of all, most successful coaches have played up to at least high school...Not saying it's a must, but there is a trend..

And I really don't know if you just hate me, are trying to be funny, or just want to make yourself look better but the way you word things is just preposterious. They'd commit suicide? Do you have to word it like that? I'm not mad, I'd just feel bad if you developed habits liked that and took them into the workplace or a relationship. Forreal, unless it's a battle or some shit, at least keep it semi-professional..

But I suppose I should point something out. I DO suck at rapping. But I am thankful to this day no one saw the initial shit I wrote at Rapboard.com boards. I remember, AFTER elevating a good bit, I was pissed cuz I was still on the streets (the herb level of battling) and not on the corner (decent ppl, the stage was the best). So I posted a thread saying "What is wrong with this verse?!?!" followed by what I thought was a sick verse from a recent battle. Geez, I was using cum/come lines, completely played shit, stretched bars, and on and on. I thought I was ill. Turned out I sucked. Everyone completely wasted me in that thread. But I learned, elevated, and eventually brought my lyrics up to a respectable level. I don't see why I couldn't do the same thing on the mic. Maybe I can't. Who knows? I don't mind be criticized for how I sound now. That's perfectly fine. But when ppl like LG come up and tell me I will never be good no matter what I do, it just seems uncalled for and untrue. Yes Mr. Ghost, you were speaking the truth about how I have some flow issues and production problems now. But how can you say it's Truth that I will never amount to anything on the mic? That's almost as dumb as me arguing that I will for sure, except the odds are with you and against me...

[trashtalkr]

Geez Aemeth, I was still trying to forgot that God-awful shit you called rapping on Rapboard. Now you had to bring it back up. Damn it....gotta go see the shrink again