Damn you Ayhja LOL

[Deepak]

damn A, you locked that thread just as I was about to post my final reply but anyhow I'll just post it in here or if you want to move it in there it would be awesome.

Anyway here it goes.

Raum i deeply appreciative of what you have said. I have not yet reached a plateau and I only hope to get better in all aspects of my life. Anyone who has ever replied to my poems, I have taken their critiques and it has helped me get better. There are many poems and stories that I have written and would never share with anyone for they are somewhat too personal to share and I believe I have only begun to tap into my abilities. Yes I'm not a socail retard, I have friends from all over the world and I'm proud of it.

This will be my last post in this thread and I might not start a flame cause at the moment I really cant be bothered.

As for you LG I wasn't saying how much I have accomplished in life coz those awards are meaningless in the end. My achievements are far greater then what those trophies and certificates symbolise. And it was only in reply to you thinking and expressing your opinion that i was a socail retard who has never been popular. It merely shows that you dont know what you have written yourself.


raum has prooved me wrong and well everyone is a hypocrite at some level. I wasnt trying to judge you LG but I tried looking for your good qualities even beyond what you showed me till now. And if you want i can list them for you but nah that will just make you more filled with hot air.

Your problem is what I had felt some time ago and took people at face value and quickly realised how wrong I was to do that. All this time you have been trying to prove im worthless piece of shit and just been proven wrong every step of the way. As I have said before you maybe better then me in some aspects but if you are a better person then me it cannot be ascertained here.

From what you show me on this forum is what I have said. If you want go ahead and flame me, I'll be there to put your fire out no matter what the records say. As someone once said there is a 1st time for everything. Do your worst, doubt it will influence my thoughts in any way.

And I offically pull out of this thread with this post.

P.s LG if I wanted to write about my life there are so many events of significance that you cannot even imagine. I dont go around shooting my life story in everyones face. Its not what I do or have ever done. I value the small things I have done like stopping someone from crying and putting a smile on their faces. I dont know if you'll understand this at all but oh well. If you want to think im just shooting my mouth and telling you how great I'm man you can be so mistaken but go ahead and flame me.

With this:the end to this thread.

[Lost Ghost]

....so....this dude posts his spark that he wants me to turn into a flame.....in the misc. section...... are you lost dude?


As raum says of my philosophy.......since you dont lead......you need to get out of the way....

[Deepak]

Go have a read man. I only posted this not because I want to flame you but I cant be bothered doing it. The other reason was that Ayhja closed that thread off so that meant I coulnt post it there. I said if you want to flame me go ahead and I dont give a fuck.

You forget one thing LG, Leaders arent born! Leaders are replaced with better ones.

and please if you really want to turn it into a full blown fight take it to the flame section and you'll be sure to get a reply from me when I have time.

But this thread for me is over. I just had to have my final say on the matter and thank raum for those great words he said about me.